I hate The Blood That Flows Through My veins.....................
I hate The Blood That Flows Through My veins,
And I hate What I've Become,
I hate everything About me,
Cause I know I Will Love No One.
I have nothing left now,
And your pushing me away,
Now I want to brust into tears,
But even they wont come my way.
I know your my weakness,
But i dont know how to say,
I bleed out my words in the form of tears,
And then pretend to be Ok.
But the moment I realize Your presence,
You increse my fear,
And i cant say what I want,
And my words just disappear.
I dont know why but I still care,
And for that I will always be there,
Even though you have sucked out,
All that I had left here.
My hollowness has made me numb,
But i dont wanna show this,
I will not care of me no more,
So if you want you can owe this.
I cant decieve you as I was once decieved,
Yet I want to let you go,
As I feel this insecurity again,
And my inside is too ugly to show.
And your every part of me that I hate,
Cause you made me cry again,
Since you have everything I dont,
So I'll give it one try again.